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I once wrote a blog about the wonders of love. I never posted it in fear that I would either be laughed at or my Mother would see it, and worry about her son and being in love.... gee.

Anyway, I'll never forget how being in love felt. To long for someone every second of the day, only to see this special person sometime later and have that embrace that harnesses a lifetime of happyness, in a matter of seconds. I'll never forget how it felt to be so invested in someone that their every move, their every word, their every thought, is what willed you to make you next move. I'll never forget how long you can spend with someone and still never know them for sure, and in return you learn something new everyday from them. I never knew I would ever fall in love, I never knew love could come to end, I never knew love from the start.

I've lived, laughed, loved, and everything in between, but when you drop that silly little word out of the equation, suddenly everything shifts and I don't know about everyone else, but I've never been so dissoriented.




Love is eternal, like the sands of the sea
among all it's treasures, this time it's not for me,
When someone else cherishes more than one heart
It's not only his, but hers from the start,
It laughs and it smiles, there's many of highs
but this time that heart, just walked right on by,
bittersweet fairwells, and tears though not few
You'll never know how much I really love you.





As time passes by, and surreality fades, there's only moving forward in a way that you never thought possible. Although it may take time, for time can only heal a heart so fast, I fear that my heart isn't really mine anymore, I don't know what to say, to think, or to do, for now I just think to my self, I never should have let go of you.